S.T.R.E.S.S

i heared on the radio that somebody had the time to define or sentenced out the word STRESS:

Saya

Tidak

Rasa

Emosi

Saya

Stabil

i didnt hear the rest of the radio show (because i like to channelHop, if there is such a word.. haha)

to be honest, i only associate stress with work.

and truthfully and lateLy ive realised stess is getting on my nerve.

i hate stress and the fact it haunts me right till my time to sleep.

Worst id have nightMares of work/meeting that iLL b doing the next day (bole?)

there are also those instantStress, you know, pc goes off when ure typing something urgent. documents go missing early in the morning and you to brief bosses 3minutes ago, and the worst the person that promises you things (or could be just bullshitting) then comes back and tells another story..

sometimes i laughOut my stress.

When im stuck , with one end being screwed by my boss, and the other being annoyed that things dont go my way, i laugh it all out, so loud till i cry pun ada. aiyoo

i strongly believe that stress is associated wit the level of commitment i have ,

sorry ,

not to my work,

but to the present/working Government.

the stronger i believe that i can make a difference in the system, and that i cannot bare the idea of letting things go without a good fight, the mightier the stress will be.

and at the end of the day, having that in mind, i will go thru whtever stress that comes.(bring it on!!)

iLL find ways to beat the stress- buy more stressBalls, shout, singOutLoud, sleep during lunchHour, spill it all out to rafek, etc..

and hope to NOT come a day where i myself dont believe in that commitment anymore...

sighh..